Thursday, March 09, 2006
Being without MSN MESSENGER is like being without rain.
THIS HEAT WAVE!!! ---> Which reminds me, Zheng Yang was so excited when he FINALLY saw a heat wave. Kinda funny, cos I was thinking that he was so sua ku (mountain turtle). Where have you been these past 18 years my friend? XDD *flees from evil*
It is killing me, this drought. This heat just bears down on you, trapping you in. Deep in my heart, I feel the same way. What am I supposed to do? Ask God to accelerate my growth process so I wouldn't have unwanted feelings? I cannot not see him. I am itching to as I speak/blog/what a confused person I am.
Disabling messenger is like disconnecting myself with parts of my life which has since become routine.
THE FRIENDSHIPS I MADE! WHAT AM I TO DO?!
And the little habits.
The staring.I think this might take more than 3 days, this withdrawal of mine. Rationally thinking, I suppose it might take 3 weeks.
OH WHY MUST MAKING SACRIFICES BE SO HARD?! WHY MUST SACRIFICES BE MADE IN ORDER TO AHCHIEVE GOOD THINGS ANYWAY?!! WHY CAN'T WE HAVE IT ALL?!!(For answers to that, please read the whole range of Utopian novels available in stores near you)
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